self-perceptive
24 April 2005
I’m tired of all the sadness
I’m tired of all the pain
I’m tired of the thoughts I’ve had
I’ve twisted in my
collecting my mind
The mind thinks that it has to know, how it knows, what it knows before it will accept it.
I didn’t notice I was blind
I looked
Idle moments in conciousness
The mind thinks that it has to know, how it knows, what it knows before it will accept it.
I didn’t notice I was blind
I looked
Contradicting, self-inflicting, introverted view
I do not know which requires the most strenght, to accept this world because of you or to love you so much
that anything else is
Entropy ~ the measure of caos in a working system
My life... seems leagues of time have past since I was a small boy. I'm now 36 and either wise or worn by the years.











